i write what i feel

Nobody has wings, Aya. You are mortal and so is everyone else. You've signed the contract, the day you were born that you'll be dealing with happiness, sadness, madness, kindness, rudeness and feelings that you initially don't know but you would feel one at a time. You shouldn't have to be so surprised. This is maybe just a phase you have to deal with. The big hole in your chest filled up with darkness and insanity. Even donkey won't fall into the same hole. You'll get sick and tired eventually. Hope keeps us going and hoping for everything to be better is not a crime if you mean it and ready to fight for it. Because when you didn't do it and it turned to be a lie, people will judge you as a miserable and pathetic person. You know what?, let them. This will be another thing you have to deal with and a lesson that makes your heart grow bigger and stronger. 

Nobody has wings, Aya. You are mortal and so is everyone else. You'll meet people that you like and dislike. Never forget to say thank you to every good thing others to you or do for you. Forgive when you can't even forget, there's no too late for apologies as well as accepting apologies. Say sorry and mean it when you make mistakes or hurt someone. Mistakes makes us human. You don't go a day without making mistakes. It takes bravery and maturity to be genuine, admitting and accepting your mistakes. 

Nobody has wings, Aya. You are mortal and so is everyone else. You'll learn that every single thing in life has its expiration date. Some people and things will stay, some will leave. Nothing is permanent. Learn that the best thing will only come for once in your life. When you lose it, learn harder, to let it go. Don't you dare to think that you're abandoned, because you're not. Life taught you, not all will be yours. Time lend you everything. Get a grip and move forward, that's the least that you can do. Never forget love keeps us alive. So be the one who bury themselves in doing the things they love, with love. 

Nobody has wings, Aya. You are mortal and so is everyone else. In life, people talks, listens and feels. Whether you do right or wrong. You talk too.  So held the bad words in your mouth because you are responsible of everything that come out of it. Know what you need and what's your priority in life. It's completely humane to get emotional. But don't let yourself become the slave of your emotions because the emotions are already the slave of your thoughts. Never, explain yourself to anyone. People who hates you doesn't believe it and people who loves you doesn't need it. Stop trying to please everyone you meet. They don't need to like you. Just live, keep breathing, stay alive and watch yourself