Day Five

I spent days at home, reading books and browsing. It became my daily routines recently. Funny when I was choosing a book from my bookshelf and I can't take my eyes off the book you gave me, I felt tickled. As far as I can remember, we never had a romantic date like candle light dinner and such. The most romantic date that we did was going to the bookstore. We went apart at the bookstore and once we done, we were looking for each other. I enjoyed the moment when I looked at you among those bookshelves. I fell in love with your intelligence, that's the beginning of everything. 

Oh, and I browsed travel destinations a few days ago. Simply because I think I need holiday. Eventually I stuck reading articles about the city when we first met. I read about every places we visited before. I came up with an idea, fixing my broken heart and cleaning up my mess means I have to go there once again, to let go of everything about you, especially memories. I smiled, remembering your grey hoodie and sandals that you wear when you picked me up at the train station, the place where we had our first supper, the first church you took me in and..., nostalgia kills me. I know, in that city both of us learned about simplicity and love. We fell in love there. Here and everywhere, we've failed. And when your love fades away, I still love you as before.

"if you should ever leave me 

though life would still go on believe me 

the world could show nothing to me 

so what good would living do me 

God only knows I'd be without you"

ps : it was your first song on our first skype  ;)