this is life

              I thought at first, I must be crazy. I went to the mall twice this week and back home with nothing. looks like shopping isn't my anti stress anymore, well..it never be actually. i rarely going for shopping just like any normal girls do, sometimes even I realized clothes that dwells in my closet has already skanky and boring, I still enjoyed wearing them. Oh yeah, the power of mix and match and adding some hat or necklace always work to handle it.

             When I didn't get any interesting stuffs, it made me think. What's wrong?. I entered almost ten stores, started with premium brand to middle class store, and the result is.. ZERO !. So, I was reviewing what I'm doing. I can't blame all those clothes, because it doesn't fit in me, the fabric isn't comfy, the patterns are too tacky or the colour is too bright. Some people spend their money for that thing and I witnessed it. Then what came to my mind was..to find a really match clothes feels like find a real love. It's kinda hard. 

           At last, I found out the problem is...what I did and what I was looking for is not really important. Yeah, all those clothes and shoes and accesories, I don't really need it. It tells me that I really should be aware of what I think I need and do I have to spend my money for such thing. Examples..you don't have any problem with technology. You bought every brand new gadget for yourself but you don't count your life on it. It was only gadget that makes your life a bit easier.

            Well, what I'm trying to say is just, to make your life much more meaningful you don't have to leave what you already have behind and go to a small village and start to help its society. It's meaningful but you don't have to be that extreme. Start with simple things, like you can distinguish your needs. Is something that you want to buy so important, realistic, have any value or give you benefits?. If you say no for 3 out of 4 points above then you are succeed to make your life more meaningful. 

              There are few things in this life that's important but there are much more that's not.

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